imbecility

...12:30 am and i was still alert with Heramn Hesse's Siddhartha. Right after i turned to page ninety four, i felt a sudden sting in my eyes. I wasn't sleepy at all but i put the book aside and decided to give it a rest. Perhaps it was the traffic or the drunkards clamorously cursing at each other for sleep did not come. I strained my ears to imagine the life outside my apartment and heard a boy laugh with such high spirit that his voice took me back to the days when i laughed with my brother. Then the thought of death unexpectedly crossed over. My brother is very much alive but somehow i was convinced he had long left me. Tears forced its way out and flowed onto the pillow. I grieved, for i believed i would never see him again.
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Reader Comments

hmmm...*speechless*

by the way, i just read journey to the east two times. i still haven't understood it. and i read siddhartha during my college days...and have long forgotten it.

maybe it was the book...it did bring up death a couple of times..

journey to the east? m looking that up in the library right after i finish 'Shalimar the clown.'

hey, happy new year! :)

wishing you all the joys and love and success and good health and prosperity...:)